Gosh, I think I have a problem. I can't get to sleep if I haven't been out carousing (carousing for me is 2 beers, a bike ride, standing under a blasting barroom speaking for 2 hours, and then eating everything in sight when I get home at 3:30 am). I stayed in last night, promising myself I'd just watch a movie on tv, tidy up a bit around the house, and follow Bill's BLOGATHON. I finally went to bed at 3am, but couldn't get my eyes to stay shut. So I tried coming in here goofing around on-line, tried reading (Catcher in the Rye , gosh is that depressing me, it really is...), and jerking off was, unfortunately NOT an option (ok, so I had a visitor for nearly 3 hours, and I never did see An American In Paris on PBS, as he wore me out "down there")....... So, sometime after 6am I did manage sleep, and apparently missed the early morning butt shots on all these blogger pages.....

Still, you'd think several hours with a hot hairy man would allow me some sleep. Seems I'm worried and insecure - the best I can come up with. Which makes sense, haven't had a job 15 months (not that I've been looking), no "real" boyfriend in 25 months (not that I haven't been looking, but the spooge-covered floor of the Cock maybe isn't the best place), and I hardly ever leave this apartment before dark.....

Meanwhile, I'm listening to this 9 minute remix of Take Me To Heaven, and not sure if I like it. But Planet of The Apes was better than expected (I didn't expect much, after all, how old was I when I saw the original, and the image of Charlton Heston's butt running through the forest is probably what made me Queer!) - I must say, I still don't care for most of Tim Burton's stuff, just too busy and unfocused. And why, when escaping, did they have to run through the INSIDES of every APE house in town???? I know, I know, willing suspension of disbelief (which I still couldn't do while watching Marky Mark leave his horse behind to go running to rescue a fellow HU-MAN.

I shouldn't be allowed to post before the 2nd cup of coffee. I'm outta here.