i know by now that you'll arrive
by the time i stop waiting

when will I get my cuddle?

awwww

'puter go boom. more later(ish)

now with more BALLS!

what song was playing when you finally came today?

You Look So Fine

a powerful story of love and destruction

(no, not my last relationship)

Killing Me Softly

"a tight bundle of smoldering manhood"

directed by: Francis Ellie (1978?)

Starring: Jack Wrangler, Stan Richards, David King, Guiseppe Welsh, and John Kovacs. With Kurt Mann, Adam Dehaven, Lance Prentis, Snapper Foster and Derek Thurston.

Jack Wrangler's new lover has an "uncontrollable need to kill in order to have an orgasm". So of course Jack is torn between continuing the relationship and risking death (gee, and i thought i was desperate to get a new boyfriend) or turning in his new lover (does he get to keep the apartment?). Highlights include sex (and murder) on the West Side Piers and the Brooklyn Bridge.

(seriously, turn the sound UP on this one, the voiceover at the end is fanastic!)

Click one of the pics to view the movie trailer (you know that if you view the clip in the browser, you can "right click" and view it FULL SCREEN, right?), or here

peter fisk

MOVING!

Director: Wakefield Poole (1974)

Casey Donovan and Val Martin, (House For Sale), in a simple-themed film about men looking for a place to live (renting a room, getting a roommate, etc). Includes Bert Edwards (horribly misspelled as "Burt Edouards"), Kurt Gerard, (Rooms For Rent), and Peter Fisk and Tom Wright (Apartment For Rent). While Casey Donovan and Val Martin were the 2 "big names", for me the real highlight is the third part, with Poole's real-life lover Fisk, involving a beautifully filmed fisting scene, as well as the unexpected, and wonderfully erotic haircut of Tom Wright during that scene . Saw the unedited film only once, in the summer of 2002 - I couldn't take my eyes off Fisk's tattooed forearms!

Click one of the pics to view the movie trailer (you know that if you view the clip in the browser, you can "right click" and view it FULL SCREEN, right?), or here

P.S - gahdamn! it's hard to find pictures of Mr Peter Fisk - these armpics will have to do

i started to dance

without wearing no seatbelt

mr. murdock

Tex Murdock apparently only made two films, both for Fox Studios - Hot Beach (1979, with Tony Regalia) and Leather Bond (1980, with Tom LeDuc). What I find most interesting about him is how impossible it seems to be to get a picture of him in his beard! And we know he had one, as that's how he appears in Leather Bond (not to mention the leather jacket, leather cap, and leather chaps with blue stripe down side - slurp!) - which is on the Muscle Up VHS/DVD compilation - despite the cover pic showing him beardless. Any help, out there, with the Tex Murdock bearded pic???? Oh yeah, and any with BODY HAIR would be nice, too!

staycation (ugh, i didn't just type that!)

Dear BJ:

I hear you have a whole week off starting tonight, but no where to go! Well, guess what, I have a beach house with a spare room in (fire island, provincetown, sometown in maine, etc) and all you need to do is get your fuzzy ass up here! what do you say?

signed,

imaginary friend

don't say it - end-of-summer doldrums

i am neglecting everything in my life other than work, the twice-weekly urge to drink beer and imagine the men i am staring at are looking back, and that bed over there and this chair under my ass. i need a vacation; i have plenty of vacation time accrued. i have next week off. i have a week in mid-september off. i have made no effort to decide where to go, or where to stay, or even if i will leave this room, this city during either week. i also have disposable, sell-able porno all over this tiny space, waiting for some scanning, brief typing and html-coding and listing on eBay to help with the bills, and the few extra bucks to take a few days out of the city. i have plenty of unanswered emails, easy ones which can be answered with a simple "thanks, that's nice of you to say so", and yet they go unanswered. but i will spend time figuring out if the pic above has been posted by me before (it has, June of 2007) and who is in it (clearly it is Dan Pace, aka Rocky Generro, standing; Fred Halsted with the sideburns, and, oh, how much time can I spend trying to figure out the third guy before i give up), and any other miscellaneous info I can add to the description of the pic - like mentioning the incorrect info over here - that Halsted was in all three of Gage's trilogy???? sheeeesh!! we all know he was only in El Paso and that it was Richard Locke who was in all three, as well as the fantastic Heatstroke and then it is time to hop in that shower, and begin another routine day of biking to work, grumbling for 8 hours about what I am doing there, biking home, dinner, falling asleep yelling at the tv news, and starting over again tomorrow.

beige

as far as i know, not a porno star

Richard & Joe

sigh. sometimes i really regret the magazines that I've sold. but, at least i've managed to scan and (knock on wood ol' Gateway computer) saved pics - but not enough, sigh. Don't know much about these gentlemen, except that they are hot, named Richard & Joe, and I've only managed to keep a couple of pics form the first issue of ARENA magazine, published in 1978.

more Barry, please

Barry Hoffman

ahhhhh, Barry! if we could just do something about the hair (i've cropped as far as I can without cutting off his face) but the tattoos, the fantastic tan line (no bikini or speedo for him!) You know him for his work with Athletic Model Guild (spanking films - ouch!), Old Reliable (focusing on his uncut thang), and of course, Brentwood's Hayride with the delicious Bob Bishop, and of course in Target Studios' On The Beach with Tom Fox. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

happiness

happiness

funny, i was gonna go with a different pic to go along with the music, but stumbled upon this sweet one of Mr David Gold. damn! such a handsome face, and well, the socks just put me over the edge - dunno why, can't say i'm a foot or sock fiend, but it must be the way they highlight the calves, perhaps? mmmmmmmm, haven't munched on some nice calves in i dunnohowlong!

Speaking of Riceboy Sleeps - i just don't think this album can be appreciated with just a track - you must listen to the whole thing, preferably early in the morning with coffee and the sun low in the sky; or after you've taken a handsome man home with you with a couple of refreshing margaritas in yer systems and some low candlelight and light kissing on the beck of his neck, or....