Its not time to make a change,
Just sit down, take it slowly.

Father And Son

I have to say, I am fascinated by how music can really, I mean really, affect us (me) despite how often the lyrics don't really match what we are feeling. Maybe that's why I am drawn to a group like Sigur Ros. But does depressing music make us depressed, or do we seek out sad music when that mood hits? I guess last night, at 3 am, waking up sobbing, then turning the TV on so the neighbors don't hear, then coming to this machine for some distraction, and ultimately music, answers the question for me. Ever have something happen, and you don't tell anyone, and you don't know why, at least for awhile. Then you kinda realize that somehow you were hoping it didn't really happen, or maybe it's reversible, so if you hadn't told anyone, then you fix it, then you don't have to tell anyone - "nevermind, i'm fine"? yeah, me either.

I want it

looks comfy - his shirt, that is. I think the bar opened in '74 (18th and 10th), but don't think it was still around in '83 when I arrived in NYC. Meanwhile, must be at work at ungodly 8am today! yikes!

oops - where's my editor? fixing the pic size below...... now!

L A TOOL & DIE

Director: Joe Gage

Starring: Richard Locke, Will Seagers, Casey Donovan, Derrick Stanton, Paul Baressi, Bob Blount, Richard Youngblood, Johnny Falconberg, Joe Walsh, Michael Kearns, Joseph Kearns, Shawn Victors, Becky Bitter, Dan Pace (aka Rocky Genero), Scott Sinclair, Gregg Dale, Bob Damon, Roy Harwood, Chuck Cord, Matthew Forde, Steve Rideout, Rev. Spoonball (on the radio), Joe Gage and "The Gage Men" (Carlos Balajo, Patrick Graham, Paul Guild, Erling Hitt, Beau Lovejoy, Max Osterhaut, Jose Solica, Nels Stensgaard, Shelly Gard).

Music by Al Steinman, Harmonica solos by Chuck Thatcher.

OF COURSE - SELLING this ( on eBay, - auction item #180233108403, ends SUNDAY April 20th.)

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daddy, a bag of dildoes, and you

MEN OF THE MIDWAY

Director: Roger Earl (1983)

Starring: Chris Burns, Jack Strider, Tim Kramer, Beau Matthews, Toby, Donkey Dan, Jeff Powers, Shelly Williams, Bruce McDonald, Duane MacMuchula, and SPECIAL GUEST STAR - Paul Barresi (listed here as Paul Baressi, a common spelling mistake)

Paul Baressi informs Chris Burns that now that his Mom has left them, Chris is gonna have to start turning tricks to bring in some income. After the initial word from Barresi about selling his ass, Chris refuses, gets his tattered underwear ripped off of him and punished, then taught with a dildo. A paperbag full of various dildoes is brought out - Baressi in his boxers and Dago-T teaches Burns how to take various kinds. After he's learned his lesson, Chris is rewarded with being allowed to service Baressi."

This video is also up for auction now on eBay - item #180233109270, ends SUNDAY April 20th.)

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As I wake I'm going out of my mind

porcelain

remember that silly self-pitying post about wrist-slashing Moby tunes? gosh - how could I have left this one out! It all came about because, well, because I took a listen to his latest, and wasn't at all impressed, and WOW - i had forgotten just how good PLAY was (is).

Kansas City Trucking Co. VS. Kansas City Trucking Co.

"It's all real; and it's real HOT!"

blah blah rerun alert..... two trailers for same classic film - Joe Gage's Kansas City Trucking Co - Click the left pic to get the one you see from the VCA/HIS trailer tape, and the right one has the superior voice-over version (which I am fairly certain Joe gage told me he edited himself), which was on my TMX (Topman Video-X) version of Closed Set, as well as a few other great movie trailers.

Yes, yes, yes - the VHS video is for sale on eBay (cheap! last time I looked) - item #180231014292 - but the auction ends Sunday the 13th!

WANTED

Director: Steve Scott (1981)

Starring: Al Parker, Jack Wrangler, Will Seagers, Dan Noble, Duff Paxton, Frank Ross, R.W. Stone (AKA Ray Medina), Rob Stevens, Sam Benson, and Steve Taylor

I should give you a description of this, or at least a run-down of the film - but I'm on lunch break from jury duty (one of the many benefits of having a bike, and living downtown, I had time to come home for lunch!) - Jack Wrangler forcing Ray Medina to suck him off; Jack Wrangler forcing Sam Benson to suck him off and get f*cked; Al Parker and adorable Duff Paxton 69; AL Parker in a brief, and disturbingly hot prison rape scene; Al Parker and Steve Scott in an amazing and tender love-making scene in a barn - oh wait, this is a clip from that!

OF COURSE - SELLING this ( on eBay, - auction item #180231014075, ends SUNDAY April 13th.)

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let's play: WHICH MOBY SONG MAKES ME WANT TO SLIT MY WRISTS FASTER?

• a)Why does my heart
  Feel so bad?
  Why does my soul
  Feel so bad?

  
  

• b)
  i watch it lift up to the sky
  i watch it crush me
  and then i die

  
  

• c)
  I don't want to swim forever
  I don't want to fight the tide
  I don't want to swim the ocean
  When it's cold I'd like to die

just kiddin.... just cuz something is sad and beautiful, and makes you cry, it doesn't have to mean nothin

secret footage from the Saint's BLACK PARTY

or, from the 1974 film, Drive

Director:Jack Deveau (1974)

Starring: Mary Jim Sstunning (a.k.a. Christopher Rage) as Arachne; Mark Luna, Mark Woodward, Peter de Rome, Peter Fersen, Shawn Roberts, Michael Corrigan, Frank Ventgen, Brian Destazio, Richard Abel, Jack Brusca, Harvey Shamber, Jaap Penraat, Stan Glinter, S.V. Newman, and John Fromme - In the disco: Freeman Freeman, Chris Ritter, Avery Addison, Bill Gillers, Steven Sampson, Bill Fitter, Jim Case, Ted Valkus, Renfroe Meyer, Lorrenzo Lasalle, Arch Fairbanks, Denny Mans, Arch Hilborn, Ray Frank, Chris Mobley, Al Kelms; In the Steamroon: Marty Marks, Rusty Lewis, Tray Christopher, Nick Shulman, Paul Turley, Rober Alvarez, Clif Dover, Jack Deveau, Mark Sayles, Joe Gun, Seth Poole; In the Locked Room: George Culver, W. Grippo, Marvin Desimone, John Willard, Paul Conaway, Frederick C. Mongue II; In the Dungeon: Curtis Brtown, Carlyle Taylor, Cal Mansour, Kenric Hawley, Joaquin Mineo, Richard Morrisey; In the Water Bucket: Harold Reardon, and Under the Blade: Kenric Brown.

OK, OK, kinda lame title, not to mention a week or two late.... the most fascinating part of this (besides the roaring elephant sounds during the edited-out fisting scene) is the performance of Christopher Rage, perhaps his earliest film appearance, credited as Mary Jim Sstunning (i guess the extra "s" is for xtra stunning, no?) for lead role, and Tray Christopher for his writing credit.

Anyhoo.... as you should guess, SELLING this ( on eBay, - auction item #180231053593, ends SUNDAY April 13th.)

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HEATSTROKE

"That'll be one beautiful buck, baby."

Director: Joe Gage (1980)

Starring:Roy Garrett, Casey Donovan, Richard Locke, Clay Russell, Clinton Coe, Bud Wallace, John Steele, Richard West, Suzanne Tyson, Bob Shane (non-sex role, alas!) and of course, The Gage Men.

WARNING! DANGER! I can only hope you read the warning! danger! before clicking for the clip. It's from my all-time favorite (porno) film, BUT it involves a chick. To my closest friends who know me as a Kinsey 8, the fact that I can not only watch, but actually enjoy this scene is bewildering. Roy Garrett goes to the local porno shop (in rural Montana in 1982 - willing suspension of disbelief, anyone?) and winds up feeding dollars to Jolene (wonderfully portrayed by Suzanne Tyson, who you no doubt remember form the 1981 classic, Wanda Whips Wall Street, but I digress....) and doing terrible, disgusting, sickening things - meaning he touches "it", she touches her own "it", he even.... oh, I can't even type it... but there's also these two other guys watching, and watching each other. It's not about gaysex, it's about Male Bonding (with a vengeance, as the video box says)

I ---- JUST ----- LOVE IT!

bonus points to whoever can identify the str8 porno on the screen Rory sees before coming upon Jolene's booth.

oh yeah, it's a ten-minute clip, so be patient while downloading

OF COURSE - SELLING this OOP (out-of-print) not yet on DVD, only on VHS version ( on eBay, - auction item #180231015379, ends SUNDAY April 6th.)

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honcho mag auction ends Sunday the 6th

how's that for being direct?

i hear the bass, i hear the bass, in my face

grace

the problem with taking a sick day, is that it makes it a bazilion times harder to go into work the following day; but somehow i managed that yesterday, but here it is, i am to report for duty in 28 minutes, and am still in yesterday's boxers, and last night's bedsweat. try to find deeper meaning in the above song - (hint: there is none - selected specifically for that reason) - nor in the photo - everything is random, and, well, random.

While I kinda disagreee that "immature" is the right word, it is the title of her sweet, sad song, so I can't exactly change it.

sometimes the flowers last longer than the reunion

"C'mon, let's go get us a beer"

El Paso Wrecking Corp

Director: Joe Gage (1980)

Starring: Richard Locke and Fred Halsted; plus Clay Russell, Guillermo Ricardo, Keith Anthoni, Mike Morris , Jared Benson , Lou Davis, Steve King, Aaron Taylor, Robert Snowden, Ken Brown, Rob Carter, Jeanne Marie Marchaud, Veronica Compton, and in non-sexual roles Georgina Spelvin, and Stan Braddock; plus "The Wrecking Corps" - Hal Dorn, Joe Gage, Ty Harper, Delmer Jackson, Yank Jankowski, Christian Laage, Buck Lingren, Ed Murray, Bill Oberfeldt, and Al Yeager

opening credits ain't usually that important, but those of you with the DVD of this film, and most of you with a VHS tape, will notice your version is chopped up, and you can't make out what-the-heck they're talking about before the credits roll. So here ya go, enjoy it.

OF COURSE - SELLING this full, uncut, 90-minute-version (on eBay, - auction item #180228916716, ends SUNDAY April 6th.)

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CLOSED SET

Director: Joe Gage (1980)

Starring:"The Gage Men" - no cast listing for the film, though of note is J.W. King (also seen in : A Night At Halsted's, Gold Rush Boys, Face To Face, SkinFlix, Three Day Pass and many more) and R. J. Reynolds (seen elsewhere in Three Day Pass, Wet Shorts, Beg Men On Campus and A Night At Halsted's) - both are amazingly greedy oral enthusiasts!; also spotted: Sam Benson, Scott Sinclair (scene in L A Tool & Die paired with “coach” Dan Pace (AKA Rocky Genero)) - cameramen Nick Elliot, D. J. Davis, Joe Gage, Jason Sato, Chris Welmsley, and Richard Youngblood (who you've also seen in front of the camera in HANDsome and L. A> Tool & Die) are also in on the action

OF COURSE - it's up for auction (on eBay - 501 - item #180226646969)

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rerun season

Le Beau Mec

director:Wallace Potts (1976) precondom

starring: Karl Forest; plus Franc Chazal, Carmelo Petix, Cedric Dumont, Rene, Philippe Renaud

i know, i know, but i've got a boxed copy for sale - so if you haven't already, enjoy the clip

One of my all-time favorites, apparently OUT OF PRINT, never making it to DVD (yet, anyway - who owns the rights!!?)Another clip later in the week (who's in charge of reminding me?), and hopefully, more info from me, who is running late for work, yet again.

Click one of the pics to view the movie trailer (you know that if you view the clip in the browser, you can "right click" and view it FULL SCREEN, right?), or here if you want to download and save for later.

OF COURSE - up for auction (Le Beau Mec - item #180226642749)

501

Director: Joe Gage (1984)

Starring:Daniel Holt (Michael), Richard West ("Lucky" in Heatstroke, ROKKO here), Leatherman Tom Law (Tom), George Heat (Alex), John Ending (Bill), Rick Rodd (Emory)

I luv this trailer - I urge you to view it even if you're not much for porno (and you are here because.....?). You just know Gage had to have edited this one, it's just so friggin' bleak! The dark shots of times square, and the sound, the SOUND! is just brilliant - hmmmmm, brilliant isn't the right word, but it's just so NOT porno sounds, i f*^kin' luv it!

Click one of the pics to view the movie trailer (you know that if you view the clip in the browser, you can "right click" and view it FULL SCREEN, right?), or here if you want to download and save for later.

OF COURSE - it's up for auction ( on eBay - 501 - item #180226646036 )

box o porn

sometimes it just comes in the mail, and you can't ignore that life can be good. This late winter blues, anguish about my life and all its tedious little annoyances, and my inability to get over it, was forced into temporary retirement over the past few days. 2 weeks ago, my boss insisted I schedule some long over due vacation time, so in haste I picked this weekend, thursday thru monday, not realizing it costs about 7zillion dollars to leave nyc on easter weekend. alas, a free place to stay and a good buddy to stay with in florida didn't happen. waaaaah! But i'm making the best of it. Wednesday nite, a crazy evening of drinking coffee after 8pm! woo-hoo! thursday, i forced myself out of the house, squoze into some tight tight pants that despite the discomfort made me feel a tad sexy, and drank way too much beer, spent way too much money, stayed out way too late, and crashed in bed with some sort of tupperwared leftovers in my arms by 4 in the morning.

and in a good sign that the vacation days are working, i'm not sure which day this happened, but i got 3 packages in the mail, from a very generous reader, who needed to rid himself of porno. more on that later, except to say, the smallest box was to have reading material in it, but when I opened it, it had two envelopes stuffed with magazine clippings! rats! i thought, what am i gonna do with.... oh, hmmmm, look at him... oh, don't have that pic...oh my, I can scan that one and... well, as you can see from the above two, the clippings were quite good, and fit totally into what I like in terms of porn and this space, so here we go. And just some guy, reading this space, just took some time out of his life to share some stuff he felt was just clutter in his house (no doubt there's more to it than that, but...) and here I am, with some things to post, some things to sell, and some things to stuff onto those overburdened shelves, and i'm forced to take a break from feeling sorry for myself, and just go with the very nice thought that people do very nice things for each other, and me, and ain't that nice?