sometimes I even answer my email

I hate excuses, but let's try a limp explanation. Do you ever feel like you have way too much to do, that no matter what you do, you are always getting behind? That as much as you might accomplish, even more stuff is piling up and not getting done? Well, that's me, and it's how I feel most of the time, for months and months now. And the funny thing is, there can be hours of me just sitting on the bed, fingering the remote, finding nothing on, and worrying and being anxious, stuffing food into my mouth, adding to my huge gut, having dreams and nightmares about work, and then barely getting out of the apartment in the morning, with this horrible sense of dread.

Anyhoo... just yesterday someone emailed asking if I had any pics of Clay Russell I hadn't yet posted. You know Clay, star of such films as The Boys of Venice, El Paso Wrecking Corp, Heatstroke, Snowballing, Six Card Stud, and of course Behind the Greek Door? Going on into the late 80's and well into the 90's doing various uniform and cop-themed videos such as Leather Daddy Clay, Police Stories, Soldier Bondage Boy, C.H.P. Locker Room, and the like. My personal favorite is probably the scene of Clay and Richard Locke in Joe Gage's awesome 1982 classic film, Heatstroke, where Locke gets it on with his ex-girl's new military boyfriend (Russell) - just classic!

.....crazed ramblings....