bj's gay porno-crazed ramblings

Wednesday, September 24, 2008
moody
i think my good friends, and certainly the ex, would agree that if there was one word to describe me, it would be moody. The vacation was good, and of course, way too short. I may get around to more details; then again, what mattered most about the vacation were insights into myself, and as that thought process is still evolving, I well might not delve into that in public. This space had been good at times to sort of hash things out, let the fingers do some thinking and wondering for me, but I am somewhere else in my life, and rambling just doesn't cut if for me anymore. of course, that can change, and certainly the occasional porno will be up here again (when? WHEN!?); but decisions in my life have been waiting too long to be made, and I need to get away from this machine, this place, and figure out what is next.