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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
I Don't Want to Say Goodbye
I thought I could hold it together, getting up early, getting postal stuff ready, banking stuff ready. I try not to think that the mourning doves fleeing the nest yesterday was a sign (hell, each spring I go thru the ups and downs with those dang birds, why is this year any more heartbreaking when the babies don't survive...?)... but 48 hours without anything but the tersest message saying "we need to talk, don't know when"....... and then, the music from the computer begins playing I Don't Want to Say Goodbye, and I lose it....