bj's gay porno-crazed ramblings

Thursday, November 18, 2004
A weird lightheadedness has kept me close to bed today. Strange. A sort of dizziness each time I stand up. But it hasn't made me any less horny. I'm trying to review this compilation tape that I want to sell called Leather Rituals, and I've identified 3 of the scenes (from In The Name of Leather, Muscle Bound, and Pier Groups) but can't figure out the others. And like what has happened the other 3 times I tried to ready the tape for auction, I get caught up in the movie, realize I don't want to sell it after all, and get myself all worked up sexually, but don't want to "finish up" in the hopes that maybe later in the day I could find some real life action. sigh. Maybe some fresh air will help.