Saturday, September 15, 2001

looking thru my own blog, I noticed something from many many many days ago (was it only 9 days ago?) I was in a great mood, and had been thinking of someone the night before, at the Bjork concert - someone who has been stressed out, worried about life, money, employment, all the usual shit...... and one of my favorite songs played, one of those songs that fills me up with warmth, and hope, and yes, love. In the BIG the kind that comes from inside, when you see it outside of yourself........ I wished I could've taken this emotion I was feeling while hearing her sing, in person, this most beautiful song of hers, and wrap it around him like the big warm coat that it is.......... we don't know each other, but we had just been attempting a beer or coffee get together, not a date thing, but a hang out thing, here's some stuff you might be able to use kinda thing...... and the song played, and she sang, and I found it funny, and wonderful, to be thinking of a stranger, at this beautiful moment.

that night, when I got home, there were 2 messages on my machine, both from him, apparently in my neighborhood, thinking I might be around. Now, there's no way of knowing if he called at the exact time she was singing the song, while I was thinking about him and his stress, and of course, it doesn't really matter......and the following day, i was on this amazing high from the concert, and that song stood out the most, so my "blog" that day was simply a few lines from that song, All Is Full Of Love

We haven't met yet (things being a bit hectic of late) and I don't know if or when we might; nonetheless, it seems a good time to repeat those lines from her song, as I see that at some point in all of this horrible crap, there was a moment, quite likely much more than that, that something like that feeling hit, coming up from inside, because he saw it all around him....

you'll be given love
you'll be taken care of
you'll be given love
you have to trust it

maybe not from the sources
you have poured yours
maybe not from the directions
you are staring at

trust your head around
it's all around you
all is full of love
all around you