Saturday, September 29, 2001

morning coffee, Vespertine in the background, AOL chatroom, looking thru my CD's to find more stuff to sell off, and wishing some big-dicked man would walk in and hold me tight as we fall asleep in each other's arms............ (gee, you'd think the size of his arms should matter more than his cock, but...)

also thinking "Sex and Silliness Sundays" should be a new weekly feature, where I discipline myself (having trouble finding a guy who will discipline me, so gotta do it myself, *sigh*), where I discipline myself not to write about IT, but just about porn (you know, gay porno-crazed ramblings, and all), sex (real, imagined, and hoped for), and music, and maybe food (I love fact, I love kicking a trick out of my house as soon as he's cum, so I can get to the Ben and Jerry's, Paul Newman popcorn, etc etc)