Sunday, October 07, 2001

well, didn't get too far in reviewing the porno, but got some scans of box covers, etc. Spent most of last night in chat rooms, but didn't get any real action until after I fell asleep! Seriously, I woke up this morning and found I had left the computer on, and all these instant messages on my screen from guys - bears, short guys with thick ones, men who wanted more than just a quick hook-up.... lots of flattery about my profile and pic - aw well, anything after 3 a.m. and before 8 a.m. I should take with a grain of salt. But there was one 30 year old with an adorable profile from around 9 a.m., and I'm thinking "maybe he's not a partier, he actually gets up early on Sundays, goes out and gets the paper, and I'm supposed to have coffee waiting for him when he gets home, and we crawl back in bed and read while snuggling.........."

just as well, I look like shit lately, have a sort-of beard (meaning I shaved my neck 5 days ago, but the rest of the face hasn't seen a razor in 2 weeks), my bald-head look has grown out a bit, but in that sticking-straight-up way that is far from attractive. And have you seen this guy's finger?? He's got nothing on my little toe infection - believe me, you don't want a picture of my purple, inflamed, scabby toe - I can barely put shoes on these days....

Gee, Columbus Day - might be a fun night at The Cock (somehow, when they charge 10 bucks instead of 8, the boys are a lot looser, and more fun!)