since "that day," i find i'm: lazy, horny, insatiable, distracted, anxious. anyone else?
........ woke up at 3, 4am on the couch, CNN still on. Seem to do that alot lately, as if keeping this vigil will keep the bad stuff from happening again (to us, anyway). Crawl into the bedroom, closing my eyes, flashes of "that day", tears, then anger at myself for dwelling on it. So let's just get this out of my system for the day:

Fuck Saudi Arabia; Boycott the AIRLINES; fuck the oil companies; no more corporate bailouts; FUCK Saudi Arabia